5/27/11

STRONGER















I hardly remember what kind of person I used to be.
I don't remember what I used to think about certain
things and my feelings and opinions. 
I don't remember what I used to feel strongly about.
I don't remember feeling completely devoted to any
one thing. 
I don't remember having such a strong love for someone 
that I knew the love alone would carry me through. 
I don't remember giving a disabled child a second glance.

All of that changed when I met my little Dulce.
It seems like my life before was without purpose.
It seems like I didn't begin living until she was born.
It changed my life completely. 
It changed the way I feel about life, dreams, wishes,
prayer, and blessings. 
I have more to say about everything I don't know if that's 
a good thing or bad, but I know I have been through so
much that there isn't something I feel I can't relate to. 

I have learned so much about being a mom, caregiver,
and most of all an advocate. 
What a huge blessing it has been to have my eyes 
opened about a child with disabilities and all that entails.
I now understand what perfect really means.

I feel like a completely different person, like I am 
finally fulfilling my purpose in life. 
I am so much stronger for having gone through
all the trials up unto this point.
I am very grateful for every moment happy or sad 
good or bad and for all the ups and downs. I know
it has brought me to this point and I couldn't be happier
to be STRONGER.